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Hi this is my little blackbook where i doodle my life. I am not like any other in nature, that's why i study in Venus, i play in the rain, and i eat gazillions of food. I live in my wonderland where everyone will be plugging in headphones and humming to their favourite music and walk down small allies with their loved ones under the moonlight. They will also have late Friday night heart-to-heart talks on rooftops with fireworks and small twinkly stars and also late night shoppings at 2am in the morning. And whenever someone feels down, Santa Claus will come around to give them a yellow happy smiley sticker.

I believe in fairytales where Prince Charming would carry me to a castle on the hill, cuz almost everyone has the smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and the fairytale would come true. My fairytale is that my husband and girlfriends will be sitting on grasses having picnics, flying kites, taking long walks along the beach and they will do those sweet little things that makes me happy. I will also travel around and see the whole world with my best girlfriends. Most importantly, i'll be in Paris to enjoy the scenery and star gaze in the night lying on open fields filled with dandelion flowerets and sunflowers with my soulmate. ^^

But most of all, i want to live life nonchantly and ravishingly,
enjoying my days to the fullest, just like how butterflies do.

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Friday, February 22, 2008








There are three signs of a hypocrite:
when he speaks he speaks lies,
when he makes a promise he breaks it,
and when he is trusted he betrays his trust.





I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU ARE THINKING OF, I'M NOT.

This time round, i can't just treat it like nothing has happened. It can't be the same as before. I don't like it this way, but what is left for me to do? I'm sorry i have to do this. I'm not sad that i lost a friend, cos how i wished i would not have known you at all. I'm just dissappointed, i thought i still could trust you a lil after that happened. But as for now, and tmr, and the day after tmr, the next year, the future, i've 100% confirmed that i've lost the trust i had for you.

I need to move on with my life, i can't always be like this. Getting affected by all these sort of stuffs isin't worthwhile. Don't act like as if you did noth, just ask yourself. I know it, you know it. I don't like the every way of yours, like just how you don't like mine. HweeLing is definitely a strong girl, and of course, i'll stay in this way even if someth really bad happened. I don't know what else have you done, but the things i know till now, shows me signs that i should not trust you anymore. It is telling me to let go... But i have no idea if i really should.

No tears shall be shed, cos as what i've said, i'm strong to carry on living without fail. Questions are in my head, popping out everywhere, which seemed like a running tap. Not with water obviously, but with thoughts. I know i shouldn't be talking about this, but still, i just click on the usual "create post" and there it goes, flooding this thing right now. I shall end this, cos no more emo-shit posts. I need to be happy, and i shall be happy.

Anyway, i'm sorry Kristal for suddenly ending the call after 10000000mins cos my phone ran out of battery and switched off itself. And oh ya, i'm going out with Kristal tmr, hopefully i'll feel much more better. (Which i think so too)
Posted by Hweeling at 8:30 PM

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