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Hi this is my little blackbook where i doodle my life. I am not like any other in nature, that's why i study in Venus, i play in the rain, and i eat gazillions of food. I live in my wonderland where everyone will be plugging in headphones and humming to their favourite music and walk down small allies with their loved ones under the moonlight. They will also have late Friday night heart-to-heart talks on rooftops with fireworks and small twinkly stars and also late night shoppings at 2am in the morning. And whenever someone feels down, Santa Claus will come around to give them a yellow happy smiley sticker.

I believe in fairytales where Prince Charming would carry me to a castle on the hill, cuz almost everyone has the smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and the fairytale would come true. My fairytale is that my husband and girlfriends will be sitting on grasses having picnics, flying kites, taking long walks along the beach and they will do those sweet little things that makes me happy. I will also travel around and see the whole world with my best girlfriends. Most importantly, i'll be in Paris to enjoy the scenery and star gaze in the night lying on open fields filled with dandelion flowerets and sunflowers with my soulmate. ^^

But most of all, i want to live life nonchantly and ravishingly,
enjoying my days to the fullest, just like how butterflies do.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

THE UNKNOWN
As we know,
there are known knowns.
There are things we know we know.
They are known unknowns,
that is to say,
we konw there are some things,
we do not know.
But there are also unknown unknowns,
the ones we don't know,
we don't know.


MOOD: SADDENING, DISAPPOINTED, PISSED.



Trusting someone is hurting, silly.

Sometimes, you know you did a thing for everyone's sake. But in the end, it turns out that they don't appreciate what you've done. They think their opinions are the most important, and they don't care about others feel, others opinions. THEY CARE FOR JUST THEIR OWN, AND ONLY THEMSELVES. Sometimes, it makes me wonder why are people like that, why do they think it such a selfish way, and not care about others, why? I don't get them. Seriously, its very saddening to someone that did something for the class, and in the end, i get a half-pile of shit back. Do you know how it feels like? Don't know right? So you are fit to be unhappy?

Its not whether i did the class tee just to get some credits out of it, i was just trying to make us more united in someway. Firstly, what i did was to ask whether you all wanted a class tee, majority agreed, so don't complain. Secondly, i spent my time on doing a draft class tee and photocopied for everyone in the class to get the opinions of yours. I did not just create the class tee in anyway i think that's nice, i made sure the class was happy as well.

Then, i collected back the drafts and feedback you all gave, some gave stupid and cranky answers, showing that you all don't care. Fine, i accept. Then, i took my time off again to accumalate all the choices you all wanted. I came out with the stuffs, everything was agreed. Then now what? If you don't like the design firstly, what you should do is to voice out first, and not starting the quarrel after the design is already confirmed. Use some common sense.

And now, you find stuffs to complain, find things to trouble me to do all these over again, i accept. It really hurts to see people behave in this way. Can't they be more matured in their thinking? Sec 1, a thirteen year old, shouldn't think like a primary school kid should be doing now. If you think getting the class to co-operate and get that class tee design done is so easy, try and do it yourself. I GIVE UP. And have to thank Kasey and Sylvia for cheering me up after i cried, i'm totally fine now. :D Thanks alot, much love to the both of you.

Today was a BAD EFFING day for me, TOTALLY. First thing that pissed me off was the conflict of the class tee, second was something that i don't wish to mention, it really hurts to see that. Third thing was only just now. Luckily Sharlene told me and Kasey, if not we still like kept in the secret, not knowing all the dirty stuffs you had done to break us up.

YOU, I SHALL NOT MENTION YOUR NAME TO SAFE FACE FOR YOU. Can you stop being a sourgrape and tries to break the relationship between me, sharlene and kasey? BLOODY ASS, GO REFLECT ON YOURSELF FIRST. And why are you trying to make Sharlene to think that she is being hated by everyone? PLEASE, its not her, ITS YOU ALRIGHT. I think you should just dissapear from us, everyone hates you. DON'T THINK YOU ARE A REAL SUPER NICE GIRL, YOU'RE NOT. NOT, UNDERSTAND? I'm totally effing pissed with you, so you jolly well shut up before i slap you. Think deep inside your brain before what you wants to say.



Keep all your rubbish and effing stuffs to yourself, and don't ever try to say it again. You remember it, remember all the bloody things you have done to us.
P/S : Sorry for using vulgars, but i really can't stand it.

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