You leave me, breathless.









You made me think of you, again. Its enough, really enough of thinking back, thinking of our past. I know, maybe to you, i might be in the wrong. But to me, i totally have no idea. Maybe i am, maybe i'm not. Yes, you said you'll be there for me, but when some situation happens, will you still be by my side? Will you be there to protect me no matter what? I really don't know, and i don't wish to know. Sometimes, i'm unwilling to face the truth, cos it breaks my heart.

For a moment, i stop to think what's wrong with me. Why can't i be a happy person? Am i thinking too hard? Perhaps, i need a place and time on my own. Knowing yourself might be the best thing, no? Of course i won't lock myself in a room and be an idiot down there. Just that, yeah. I guess this is the process of growing up, when you start to realise everyth around you changes. You think from a different angle, a different perspective. But firstly even before you start to know what's changed, have you think of whether you've changed yourself?

Changing isin't a big deal, but well, is it for the better? I've always thought that i've changed, cos i thought of many things i had never thought of before. Maturity, to me, is useless. I'll rather be a Happy lil kid, singing and enjoying Barbie Dolls everyday, instead of worrying about everyth. That's way better, no? And yes, i still miss you and the times we had together. But soon, i know i'll get over it. Even if it's gonna take me a lifetime, i'll be able to manage, cos i know i will.

Looking at my Life, i realise there's no turning back.
I guess i'll move on down that Line.