Isolated, Comtemplated,
Nothing left to feel.














Today is WeirdZ. As in everyone seemed to be weird i think. Sharlene shared about stuffs and she almost cried, Kasey said things too, others a lil bit only will blow up like a volcano. Its been weirdZ all day long. Maybe we're all starting to grow even more matured than past years, or maybe we're finding our true selves, learning someth more abt yrself.

I've been thinking quite alot lately, not enough sleep, sleeping in class, staring at teacher while he/she is teaching. Suddenly i feel i'm drifting off everyth, from friends to family (?) to, Myself. Idk why am I Me, idk why i'm doing this and that or whatsoever. Confused feelings? Perhaps.
Is the the process of growing up?

Sometimes, i would post questions to myself like, "Why do i have things called friends? Why do i have a family? Why am i doing this? Why can i have control over my body? Why am i me? Who am i, exactly?" But all these questions only lead to one answer : -No Answer- Yes, no answer. Nobody can answer me, lest me myself.

Everyone need sometime to be alone herself, including me. Maybe these few days i don't really talk or anyth is cos of this, just maybe. Everybody's so weird... Really really weird till i can't describe it. But remember, don't find yourself an abnormal person cos this IS a normal emotion you'll go through. THIS IS NORMAL. When i think abt these stuffs, i would tell myself this.

Ok, let's throw away the unhappy stuffs as for now!!! =8) KNOW WHAT? I HAVE THREE NEW CHICKENZ! =8) OH MANSXZ I LOVE CHICKENZ ALOT ALOT ALOT OK!!!

Sally : KuKuChickenZ
Sharlene : RubberDuckieChickenZ
Tricia : RoastedChickenZ

I own 5 now, including ChickenZPorkZ & LaiLaiChickenZ! =8) Although this is childish but welllll... way better than the "family" thing right, cos that's is stupid. STUPID. I will buy a chick soft toy when i go out with Kristal on Sunday. =8)

Shalene was supper funny today. I'm starting to love her more and more now. =8)
I wrote some random stuff on the whiteboard in class saying, "Who lives in the pineapple under the sea?" And Sharlene wrote, "HweeLing la. She so fat then sink to the bottom of the sea." IT CAN BE THIS =.= BUT ITS VERY CUTE OF HER. =8)

Malay lesson we had a giggle about this:
Malay Teacher : Give me some things that is outside the classroom.
Kristal : Toilet!
Malay Teacher : Don't want la, toilet too common!
Tricia : WALAO! Then Sky not common huh! (Tcher wrote Sky on the board)

I'm really very thankful that i have a great girlfriends and classmates. =8) Cos recently have been quite close to almost everyone, including TingZhen and TianSong which i both hated last time. TingZhen have been really nice recently to me cos he is GAY, NOT THE MEANING OF "HAPPY" BUT IS THE MEANING OF REAL GAY.

TianSong, well, cos he's close to TingZhen now so he is back to himself last time, the lively and talkative one. =8) Its great seeing everyone starting to change, including those whom were so anti-class-1H last time. They starting contributing to the class and i like the way it is now. =8)

I've learnt someth again today.