I try to pull myself together,
One lie, tore us apart.
We left so many words unspoken.
You walked away with my heart,
And I cried, I cried.
Heaven knows how much I cried.
Could you find the strength within you,
To give me one more try.
If I called you, would you believe what I had to say,
And if I saw you, would you, turn and run away.
If I had my way boy, you´d be with me right now.
Someday, someway, somehow.
Someday, someway, somehow.

I got so irritated when th moment i came into my blog. I can't view th tags on my stupid new tagboard. Oh dear. D: I dnt like it lah. Tdy was quite boring. Brought bck instru, heavy like shit! D: My hands have blisters and reddish all over again. I knw no matter how hard i try putting cream or what shit, it doesn't help. My hands shall be suffering for more years down the road. & ppl will be so shocked when they touch my hands, cos it alrd become so rough. D:

I dnt knw what to do now, how to choose. What are the reasons that makes you troubled? What are the reasons that makes you feel irritated? What are the reasons that makes you feel stupid & useless? Thr ain't reasons, cos you dnt even knw that yrself. Feeling so down jst for that, i knw it isin't worth it at all, but still. Thr's some reasons you jst dnt knw how to describe it yrself.

Tdy was totally screwed up. :/ Feeling damn irritated & everyth. Thr is still alot of homework undone, but i dnt feel like doing. Damn. And EOY is jst arnd the corner, and i'm not prepared yet. I jst dnt hve th mood to study. Boring throughout the day. Nth to entertain, jst lessons and after lessons. Kasey didn't come tdy, which even add more to my boredom. Was the day to present our D&T design, and she have to get zero. YES, BIG FAT 0! Wth man. !@#$%^&* What's wrong with that tcher man. Even if she comes, she can't even talk lah!

One time we was in th bus, then we set behind, those kind of new buses, where the last row is facing four seats. Then she sat in th inside, i @ th outside. Saw a tissue on my seat, & then i jst flicked it to Kasey thr. An effing auntie was facing us, then she said to me in chinese, "You cannot do that you knw, ltr nobody will like you!" Okay, to be exact, only this line in chinese. Others all dialect, wtf i will knw what is she talking abt! Stupid damn shit, i tell you.

She kept on yanking, and both of us damn irritated. WTTTHHHHHHH lah, i'm jst like put to kasey thr only, come & lecture me! Whatever lah, !@#%^^&*&^%$#$. I'm gng to stop using th lap now & do my stuffs. That's all for tdy, will reply tags once i can view th tags in tagboard.

I thought that I could go on without you.
Guess what? I was so wrong,
And I realized how much I really love you,
And it´s been far too long.
I know you cried, I know you cried.
Heaven knows how much you cried.
So come on, don´t I get my one mistake.
Let´s forget about yesterday for tomorrow,
I know we´ve found what´s at the end of the rainbow,
And it´s meant to be, it´s meant to be.

Brain McKnight - Someday, Somewhere, Somehow.