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Hi this is my little blackbook where i doodle my life. I am not like any other in nature, that's why i study in Venus, i play in the rain, and i eat gazillions of food. I live in my wonderland where everyone will be plugging in headphones and humming to their favourite music and walk down small allies with their loved ones under the moonlight. They will also have late Friday night heart-to-heart talks on rooftops with fireworks and small twinkly stars and also late night shoppings at 2am in the morning. And whenever someone feels down, Santa Claus will come around to give them a yellow happy smiley sticker.

I believe in fairytales where Prince Charming would carry me to a castle on the hill, cuz almost everyone has the smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and the fairytale would come true. My fairytale is that my husband and girlfriends will be sitting on grasses having picnics, flying kites, taking long walks along the beach and they will do those sweet little things that makes me happy. I will also travel around and see the whole world with my best girlfriends. Most importantly, i'll be in Paris to enjoy the scenery and star gaze in the night lying on open fields filled with dandelion flowerets and sunflowers with my soulmate. ^^

But most of all, i want to live life nonchantly and ravishingly,
enjoying my days to the fullest, just like how butterflies do.

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Monday, July 23, 2007

Isolated, Comtemplated, Nothing left to feel.


Yes, i'm back to blog again. :D Haha, as ZhuHong said, i'm as lazy as her. Absolutely true. (: Hoho. Anyway, ZhuHong, how's your studies going in xingnan? Hope it is alright. And jiayou for everyth including your BIG exam coming up. (: Will be here for you always.

And YueYao, dont say i never post. You give me one day, so here i am posting already. (: And somehow in anyway, i will get for you the pictures we took by hook or by crook. Sorry for making you wait so long. D: Anyway, recently, alot of things seems to be happening around me, i dont know why. AS WELL AS 1H, BIG problem down there currently.

I totally have no idea how we can solve the problem between us, should we be taking time slowly to heal the wounds that we have created? Or should they be solved as soon as possible? The unitedness and cooperativeness seemed to be in other classes, and not ours. Is there something wrong with 1H? Is there?

These few days have been thinking alot, and the conflict between friends in our class is getting more and more. Seemed like 1H cant commnuicate well? The class forum, i guess nobody had the initiative to sign up, except for the few people who were always been by the side for 1H. Although we might have the temporary name of 1Heckcare, but does it have to be real? Does it have to apply to everyone of us? Does it reflect on our character towards everyth?



Seriously, everyone in our class sure knows what is unitedness and cooperativeness. I am sure as well that everyone can write an four page essay about it. But can you do it? In the games we played during the E & C Week, i saw everyone participating and was happily enjoying. Everyone cooperated, but that was only for the games. I was happy at that time, thinking that 1H really had cooperativeness, just that we didn't show it during normal days.

But is that true, or is it that i was thinking that to comfort myself? I have totally no idea. During the class performance rehearsal, something happened as well, but, its over already. Shouldn't you all just let the matter rest and start all over again? During that time, people gave the heckcare look to us, as if that was nothing got to do with them. But seriously, you all gave that "I AM LEFT-OUT" face. Then, that time we were asking for volunteers to do the roles, then why didn't you all raise your hand? It really means that there is something wrong with you. REFLECT.

Although there were alot of heckcare people in our class, and i will not mention them, just to save face, there were also people supporting 1H all along the long way. It was just that you all didn't seem to realise the hard work they had put in. They are really the ones who are quiet in our class, but definitely putting in the most effort compared to everyone else. All i have to say, everyone deserves a chance to change over, and i think everyone should give her a chance as well. Seriously, you would like to be unforgiven when you made a mistake?

Maybe you all might think that i am crazy siding her or whatsoever, but please, look at the hard work she had done. She really tried, but everyone didn't seem to notice. You might hate me for that, but i dont really care now. Its a matter of fact that that doesn't include whethere you are her friend or not, but who is right and wrong down there. Well, this is all i have to say to the class. Get it or not, change or not, its up to you all already. Its not my choice, its yours.

Anyway, i will be giving out the drafts for the class tee! Please design it as well as a class logo, if you wish. And submit it latest by Friday 27/07/07. Thanks. :D



If we were like that forever. How nice would it be?

GAH!
Class was boring today. D:

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