I will not be broken
Just live and breathe
And try not to die again.
When the shadows beam
Misery remains.
I will leave everything this time.









Yeah, i just finished bathing and was telling myself, not matter what, i must post today. And today's Speech and Drama was totally a holy shit. I dont care if teachers are looking at students' blogs, but i want to post this.


Breakdown at the staircase going up to classroom. Held my tears along the whole period of time. The main teacher told us he enjoyed it, and i was holding my tears all along. At that time, Kaixin and Yiyao was like, why? I thought you all should win? After taking pictures and everyth, I cried my heart out.


Well, i will put her as C. C was like dicussing with the judges who was going to win the competition. Alright, 3rd was 1F, 2nd was 1E, and 1st was 1L. Well, can't they just use their bloody brains and think of the effort they had put in? Eh please, ours is obviously more than 1L. Not even a pathetic costume.


And, their narrator is totally a ACTING-CUTE BITCH. She did so many poses as if she wanted to do a Indian Dance. F her. And the reason why we didnt manage to achieve the winner because we were penailised for having four scenes instead of three.


What the hell. What's the problem with them? Our S&D teacher never said that we were only entitiled to three scenes? WHO SET THE RULES LIKE THIS? And if C knew about this and she had seen us rehearsing infront of her class so many freaking times, why doesnt she wants to warn us? Yeah, try to ask yourself then.





Anyhow, there's only one conclusion. She doesnt want to let our class win. She hates our class, (but as if anyone like her). She wanted her class to win, that's all. And i am not saying all of everyth in this post due to jealousy, its just that everyone thinks that way, not just the members of my team, as well as the main teacher.


So, yes, I feel like throwing my shoes at her, disfigure her face, not able to face anyone. C cause 80% of this, and the judges, 20%. Cos they werent able to see the hard work and effort we had put in. We took the initiative to dress up, make clothes, put make-up & everyth, including nail polish.


Ian was really depressed. He told me he was down and he scolded F for the first time. See how sad he was. And to the main teacher from Lorna Whinston, Mr Chido, thankyou for believing in us(: Thankyou for appreciating our work and everyth. Although you love our interpretation the most, we cant change anyth alr.


And to everyone in 1H, sorry about letting all of you down. Really, true. I'm too scared to go to school anymore. I hate her too much. And yeah, thankyou for all those who cheered me up. You all rock and much loves. (:


Judge me and I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do, and i will tell you off.